im feeling quite miserable now. ya know when everything seem to go wrong. when you expect this. but you get that instead. when you want to hear that but what you hear is this. you wanna feel this but you feel that.
i think this is sub-defined (if theres sucha thing) as PMS.
it seemed like being so happy was just temporary.because now everythings so..so....i dont quite know how to put it.
i had a dream last night and somehow when i think about something really hard before i go to bed, it appears in my dreams/nightmares. sometimes it gives me answers for the things i think about in the day. sometimes it confuses me more. sometimes making me feel worse.i think its sumth that i need to deal with myself first before i can decide anything else.
this sucks. and it hurts. big time.